Is it wrong?

I just wanted to be there. I don't mean anything else. I'm exhausted from work but I don't where I got the energy from to even want to travel to your place just so I could give you a hug but it wasn't appreciated. I was already on my way but I got threatened instead. When was the last time I cried in public? Ages ago and today I had to be in that situation again.

I asked again and again what went wrong but you said nothing. You said it was just you, but me being me I couldn't help but to ask again. I can't help not being able to be there for someone but apparently I shouldn't be? I don't know. It feels wrong to not ask but it feels even more wrong to ask.

It's almost the end of the year and shits have to happen. God, what are you trying to tell me? I still can't figure out the answer. I feel so useless. I don't know.

What's wrong with me? Is there anything wrong with me? It's not wrong to be there for someone right? Am I born to always be kept in the dark from everybody? I don't know.

God, I'm exhausted I really am. I just want things to be back to it's normal state ):

Night,

I miss those nights where I'm bundled up on bed with you wrapping your arms around me as we enjoy the presence of each other watching shows/movies. Not much talking, just enjoying each other presence.

I miss you.

Sold,

I bought the mini size of it weeks ago to give it a go since I've heard a lot of good reviews about it.

I've been on a search for a make up mist that works and of course not breaking me out. I've tried some and I think I've finally found the one - Urban decay oil-control make up mist. It has now become my holy grail product that I used.

It took me a while to even get the mini size because it isn't budget-friendly. 30ml cost me SGD22 (I bought it from Sephora). Tried for a few weeks and I'm sold. About a week ago I decided to get the full size - 118ml cost me SGD48.

My make up doesn't slide off as much. My make up definitely last longer and stays looking fresh for a longer period of time. My make up usually lasts and stays fresh for about 3-4 hours before it starts to disappear. Usually I'll need to touch up about 2-3 times throughout the day but with UD oil-control make up mist, I'll only need once and sometimes none at all. The best part is that my make up can last for about 6-8 hours now. That's (sanely) crazy! Damn this baby is expensive but thank goodness this works.

I've tried VS one but that broke me out badly. I always have pimples but it's more controlled. However, when I decided to try the make up mist from VS, my skin went crazy. Sorry VS, it doesn't work but I'm definitely into your scents (a huge fan here!)

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I'm on a search for a good moisturizer for my oily skin. Any recommendations?