Relationship,

It's not easy - it's not easy being in a relationship and it doesn't make it easier when it's a long term relationship.

It gets tiring. I mean of course I love my partner, sincerely and truthfully but sometimes I get tired. Not tired of him but just tired of having to be sensitive to someone. I guess it's normal to have such feelings right?

I do think and wish that I'm single sometimes - and I bet those of you in a relationship feels the same way too. But then again, it's just a phase. Probably you're tired or stressed out with other things which affects your thoughts and feelings. I think that's true..

But being in a long term relationship is actually awesome - someone is always there for you through good and bad times. You have company for fun and serious moments. You got someone who accepts you for who you are.

What I learn is that, do not take the stress from other areas affects your thoughts and feelings towards your own relationship.

I'm not perfect, I'm still learning, I still have such thoughts but my love has always been true. I love him. Sometimes I just get tired, I'm only human. And I'm not tired of him, I'm tired from work, from the stress, from not being able to get a break etc.

Something that I'll do, I'll browse through our photos and read the messages we sent and that helped me to stay away from such thoughts and from having such feelings.